Insulting

First off bloggers remember that on Sunday my blog will be private. Please if you want to follow me leave your e mail don't be shy:)
Yesterday was a very interesting day. I saw many of my friends, talked to people that I haven't in awhile and had things happen to me that has never happened before.
I'm glad that I got to see one of my best friends and see a friend that I haven't talked to in FOREVER!! It was awesome:)
I would like to point out that on my blog that I have never directed a hurtful post towards someone. I never use people's names on here unless I am talking about a great time I have had with them. And hello I didn't even mention Austin's name till a few days ago. My point is I have never used the online world to do anything mean. If anything I have done the opposite, I wanted this blog and facebook to keep me connected to my friends, but it turned into me just watching a lot of them do things without me and plastering it everywhere I go online. It's extremely rude and disrespectful to anyone who has done that towards me or really anyone.
It's extremely disappointing that some have shown me a lot of disrespect. I have never been more insulted in my life. It's a horrible feeling when someone thinks better of themselves and they think they have a right to tell you off. Or when I get completely ignored by others.
I have almost been out of high school for a year and so many thing have changed in my life, but who I am has not changed. Yes I am older, I have a boyfriend, I'm a college student, I have a part time job, but I'm still Shandy.
I'm in love:) And now I'm an adult. I thought that I was going to have a lot of my my greatest friends part of my life, but some have chosen to move away from me and that makes me extremely sad, but if people are going to treat me like that, I don't need that in my life.
I need people that love me no matter what. Don't get angry at me for things they don't understand, or just all out don't care anymore. I'm done with that.That's ridiculous for me to be treated like that.
I have amazing people in my life. My family. Austin. His family. And believe it or not I have true friends.
Even though yesterday was a crazy ride of emotions, today I feel good that I'm blessed and happy:) I really got my feelings hurt but people that love me have really been there for me. Thank you to everyone who has been there for me:)