Work Slump

I've been having a bad attitude about working lately. I find myself being extremely lazy and that makes me angry...at me!!! I just have a little drive to do very little that doesn't involve me being and my boyfriend. So before I rant to make me feel better I would like to point out a few things.
#1 I'm still getting used to a life of part time work, full time school and having a happy life all at the same time.
#2 I get paranoid and over think...a lot of time.
#3 Sometimes it's really hard when my man gets to do a lot of fun things cause he's a high schooler still. Even though we are together pretty much every day and he is almost done, it's hard when I'm pretty much "on my own"for the next few months.
To get to a different point of view I will say this. When I think about people that I look up to in my life I feel much better. I think about the hard things we are all doing and know that's their struggle and I have mine, in the end we are all in the same boat.
I think of my best friends moving away from home. My boyfriend's sister who works hard at her job and school. My mom talking to rude people about flight reservations. My dad who leaves at midnight every other night to do line runs. My grandma who went to college, became a teacher, taught for 40 years and now gets to have a good retirement. Those people are in my thoughts every day. They help me do what I need to do. They make me strong and happy. They make me grateful that they are in my life.
So though this rant and current observations I've had today actually have made me feel much better:) I just got to keep those thoughts in my mind and I know it will be all good!
Have a great day bloggers!