Saturday, July 2, 2011

What if?

Yesterday I spent the better half of my day with my wonderful man! This is how to day was supposed to go...Hang out with my lover, get some food, and then go hike Ensigns peak to look over the valley with some of my friends, but the last thing on my list didn't work out how it planned. We ended up going alone. But now that we hiked up that hill together and shared a small moment of looking over the beautiful city that late night, nothing could have been more perfect. As he out his arms around me and talked to me, there's is nothing that would ever make me feel more calm and happy. I'll never forget the things he said, the way he touched me and the way he kissed me up on that hill.
Some times I try to think what my favorite thing about him is...but I really think that one of them would be talking, just talking. Tonight was a good talking night. Subject after subject came up after the other. I love that! And tonight he asked me a very good question. "What would your life be like if I wasn't part of it?" So tonight I'm going to sleep with that question in my mind. What would life be like? What would I be doing? what if I never meet him? It's interesting and scary to think about. I know one thing though I wouldn't be has happy and I would feel very alone. But I'm not. So maybe the real question is why did I get to be so lucky?

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