I'm Still Where You Left Me

I may not have have a perfect life. I may not have an incredible life story and words of inspiration for the world, but I do have things that are worth something.
First of all I have the greatest friends in the world. I never in my entire life have had one of my friends take me away from who I am, they have only made me a better me.
I have a family who loves me. They care about me. I love them even though they can drive me crazy. I will be able go to collage next Fall at an amazing school and continue and start a new journey in my life.
But there are still those times when you feel over looked. The second choice. and maybe even the third.
I haven't changed who I am. Some people I want to stay away from me and some seam to be drifting away. Why does the person I hate come back and the people I care about don't care about me. I wish I could tell them how I feel, but don't know how. I do what I would say.
To the person who I want to go away, I would tell them that even though it may seam like you can always run back to me to gain satisfaction in hurting or messing with me. You're wrong. You get what you want and then expect me to be where you left me the last time. I'm done with games. It's time to really move on this time. You are unknown and at the the same time familiar to me. We keep playing this game, but now it's time to stop. We've tried to make things work and I listened to what you said, but you didn't change, you're still the same selfish person. I don't want to be with someone like you...ever. I don't care anymore. It's a waste of time. I want to move on to better things, things that are really meaningful.
To the person drifting away...I would tell them even when you do talk to me I'm not there. It's always about you. You are always waiting for the more important person to come along. Whatever I think and say, it's never as important as what you have to say and now it's becoming you just not saying anything. I wish you would just remember.
So to both people I could tell them similar things.
To the user "You make think I'm still where you left me, but I've moved on and I won't be there next time."
To the drifter "I wish you cared and I may not be where you left me, but I'm still your friend. Always have been. Always will be."