Monday, March 28, 2011
after the kiss.
Have you ever kissed someone thinking "this is probably the last time I will kiss you" or the opposite, "I will never ever get tired of this, there is no end in sight." I have done both. So now after all is said and done, what now? what happens after the kiss? This is a passage from one of my favorite books... ...this kiss says he needs you more than anything, that he will aim over and over agian at that tender haiku buried deep in your own trenches until he hits the right syllable. this kiss will wipe your mind of all things, will make you forget your name your face what town our living in and whos driving you home. it is a kiss that when it ends will leave you gasping and glossy-eyed for hours later, will follow you home as you stare in the bathroom mirror. it is a kiss so loud and long that your whole mind wil scream, that can't happen again, while your whole body will twitch a little, wondering if it could just once more.
Sunday, March 20, 2011
Prom Prep
I'm happy to say that I'm going to Prom! I really didn't think that it was going to happen, but it did and I'm so relieved!!!! I'm sooooo excited!! Not only because I love my dress, but also my group will be way fun!! And it's the last dance EVER!!! I can't believe it! I have been to every dance since homecoming Junior year. So basically it's goes Prom, Senior dinner dance, then Graduation and that's it!! CRAZY!!!! But these last couple of months are going to be the best, sad, but good!!!
Anyway this week will hopefully go by fast cause Saturday is gonna be great!!!
Anyway this week will hopefully go by fast cause Saturday is gonna be great!!!
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
I'm Still Where You Left Me
I may not have have a perfect life. I may not have an incredible life story and words of inspiration for the world, but I do have things that are worth something.
First of all I have the greatest friends in the world. I never in my entire life have had one of my friends take me away from who I am, they have only made me a better me.
I have a family who loves me. They care about me. I love them even though they can drive me crazy. I will be able go to collage next Fall at an amazing school and continue and start a new journey in my life.
But there are still those times when you feel over looked. The second choice. and maybe even the third.
I haven't changed who I am. Some people I want to stay away from me and some seam to be drifting away. Why does the person I hate come back and the people I care about don't care about me. I wish I could tell them how I feel, but don't know how. I do what I would say.
To the person who I want to go away, I would tell them that even though it may seam like you can always run back to me to gain satisfaction in hurting or messing with me. You're wrong. You get what you want and then expect me to be where you left me the last time. I'm done with games. It's time to really move on this time. You are unknown and at the the same time familiar to me. We keep playing this game, but now it's time to stop. We've tried to make things work and I listened to what you said, but you didn't change, you're still the same selfish person. I don't want to be with someone like you...ever. I don't care anymore. It's a waste of time. I want to move on to better things, things that are really meaningful.
To the person drifting away...I would tell them even when you do talk to me I'm not there. It's always about you. You are always waiting for the more important person to come along. Whatever I think and say, it's never as important as what you have to say and now it's becoming you just not saying anything. I wish you would just remember.
So to both people I could tell them similar things.
To the user "You make think I'm still where you left me, but I've moved on and I won't be there next time."
To the drifter "I wish you cared and I may not be where you left me, but I'm still your friend. Always have been. Always will be."
First of all I have the greatest friends in the world. I never in my entire life have had one of my friends take me away from who I am, they have only made me a better me.
I have a family who loves me. They care about me. I love them even though they can drive me crazy. I will be able go to collage next Fall at an amazing school and continue and start a new journey in my life.
But there are still those times when you feel over looked. The second choice. and maybe even the third.
I haven't changed who I am. Some people I want to stay away from me and some seam to be drifting away. Why does the person I hate come back and the people I care about don't care about me. I wish I could tell them how I feel, but don't know how. I do what I would say.
To the person who I want to go away, I would tell them that even though it may seam like you can always run back to me to gain satisfaction in hurting or messing with me. You're wrong. You get what you want and then expect me to be where you left me the last time. I'm done with games. It's time to really move on this time. You are unknown and at the the same time familiar to me. We keep playing this game, but now it's time to stop. We've tried to make things work and I listened to what you said, but you didn't change, you're still the same selfish person. I don't want to be with someone like you...ever. I don't care anymore. It's a waste of time. I want to move on to better things, things that are really meaningful.
To the person drifting away...I would tell them even when you do talk to me I'm not there. It's always about you. You are always waiting for the more important person to come along. Whatever I think and say, it's never as important as what you have to say and now it's becoming you just not saying anything. I wish you would just remember.
So to both people I could tell them similar things.
To the user "You make think I'm still where you left me, but I've moved on and I won't be there next time."
To the drifter "I wish you cared and I may not be where you left me, but I'm still your friend. Always have been. Always will be."
The Chill. The Relaxed and The Lazy
This week has been the most laid back school week ever! Yesterday was the playoff game so instead of going to school we took a road trip to the basketball game. It was way fun and We WON! so we play gain tomorrow!
Then today everyone got to sleep in because the Juniors are taking the ACT! BREAKFAST for us!!!! I don't have to go to school till noon!! Woooo!! And then can you believe it? It gets even better! No school Friday!
Pretty much a really good week!
Then today everyone got to sleep in because the Juniors are taking the ACT! BREAKFAST for us!!!! I don't have to go to school till noon!! Woooo!! And then can you believe it? It gets even better! No school Friday!
Pretty much a really good week!
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