Top Ten: Weird Things I Do

Before I start I have successfully gotten through a whole week of college!!!! Yay ME!
ok this is a hard one Kayla!! Hmm...were to begin. The weirdest things I do...
10. When I go into stores like Office Depot I always like touching all the pens and paper. It makes me happy.
9. I change my outfit probably around 2-3times a day...by choice
8. Sometimes I buy clothes and only wear once then never wear them again
7. When I buy new clothes I don't take them out of the bag until I wear them.
6. When I'm bored I like to plan things that I want for my wedding
5. Most the times when I go book shopping, I really do judge the book by it's cover.
4. I love twitter stalking Justin Bieber
3. I bite my nails even if there is finger nail polish on them.
2. I like picturing myself as a Victoria Secert model
1. I love putting on different shades of lip stick and "test" them out;)

Here We Go!!

I did it!! I susccesfully went to college today, sat in a college class, the whole nine!!! Wow!!! It was really strange sitting in class thinking, "Here I am in college." It's almost unreal! but I did it!! Sadly I already have homework and I had to work today too! but it was great!! I really think i'm gonna enjoy this college thing!! Here we go University of Utah! I'm here!!!!!

Top Ten 2 Days Late

Alright I never got around to do my Top Ten Thursday so I'm doing mine today. So...let me think the top ten things I'm attracted to on a guy....

10. Facial hair: I never thought I would ever like a guy with facial hair, but I have most definitely changed my mind! I've become a fan!

9. Butt: One of the best things in the world is a nice butt in some good jeans. Ooooo yeah:)

8. Height: Before I started dating me boyfriend the guys that I went out with were always pretty short but now I love guys being tall! It makes them way hotter!

7. Athletic: I like playing sports and I like watching sports so if a guys plays sports and likes watching sports then chances are I will be attracted to him.

6. Laugh: When a guy has a cute attractive laugh, that makes me laugh...I fall in love:):)

5. Eyes: I love when guys have pretty eyes. It sounds weird calling a something on a guy pretty but pretty eyes are a must! Deep blue or dark brown I'm a fan!

4. Voice: I don't know why but hearing that certain voice gives me butterflies, but it's hard to explain what an attractive voice sounds like so hopefully you all know what I'm trying to say!!

3. Teeth/Smile: Straight white teeth in a good smile can take a girls breath away!!! or even a smirk!

2. Body: I love toned muscular arms and legs. When you can get chills feels arms like that around you or when a guys just has a NICE HOTT body, you just can't deny it!!!!!:):)

1. Personality: It may not be the first thing I notice about a guy, but in the end it's whats matters the most. If he has a good personality it makes him more attractive in every way. His humor, what he says, how he treats you, if he has the whole package in that department then you know you've found a good one;)

What I Will Do

It's strange saying this but this is the last week of summer for me. It's insane!!!! There are so many changes ahead of me and it's scary, but luck me I have had some really good words of advice and encouragement. Even little things from comments of facebook to bigger things like long conversations it's really helping me know that even though these big changes are coming it's all going to be good changes and life is just going to get better, even if it's going to be all new.

So of course there are tons of things on my mind that I want to do now.

-Have fun and earn some money at my NEW JOB! Yay!

-Learn more more at college

-Get good grades

-Study and work hard

-Enjoy time with family and friends

-Have the best times with my man

-Be the best I can be, do the best I can

Some seem simple to me and some are a little bit harder, but it works!

O and of course for my blog I'm gonna try to do more creative things of course;)

Another thing to throw out there, don't you just love when you put your ipod on shuffle and a song that you love, that you totally forgot about comes on? I love it! There are so many songs that I've heard tonight that I love and haven't heard in forever!!!

Ok one last random thought, if you have been to Bath and Body Works lately you need to go check out their new scent Paris Amour!!! It smells amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wondering...

I really think I have a problem. I can't stop worrying about everything!!!!!

I have so many fears inside me I can't stand it!!!!!

I'm scared what changes will happen when school starts.

I'm worried if I can't find a job.

I'm scared I will lose him.

I'm scared I can't be the person everyone wants me to be.

I'm worried I won't do all the things I want to do.

I'm so mad at myself that I can't just accept that everything is fine. I'm mad that it sometimes comes out when I'm with him. I hate it. I just need to keep telling myself it's ok and everything is fine.

I Love you so..

This week has pretty much been the best week of my life!!! I had such a good time every day!!!

I really had a good time with my friends Tuesday! I'm gonna miss all of them who are moving away. I have had the best times with them. I honestly couldn't ask for better friends. They were always there to make me laugh and to talk about anything. It's not just the great memories that I'm gonna miss it's going to be the small things too like, going to a class, out to lunch or even just meeting up with them at the locker in the morning. I love them all so much and I'll never forget the amazing things that we did together and how we made each other better too.

Another good thing that happened this week was school shopping! O my gosh I really do have a problem when it comes to wanting everything I see in the mall! I love clothes!!!!!!!!!!

But anyway the person that I love the most has made me speechless this week. There really are no words that I can use to describe how our time together just keeps getting better and better. I'm just so happy. I've never been happy like this before. I've never been so excited for the future either. There is just so many things that I can't wait to do with him. Holidays, family and just knowing that he'll be there it's just the best feeling in the world.

Also I just wanted to add this song on my blog this post because it's so pretty and I love it! Totally random but enjoy;)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wo5j_98lays&feature=player_embedded

Undecided

Ok this post is long over due! I keep putting blogging on list of to do's but then I never seem to get to it. So let me think of I should write about...

Well me and my man have been great! I really love him and I know that he loves me. It's such a happy thing to know you're on someones's mind all day, just like they our on yours. I have had my fair share of heartbreak and now I have found someone who I know would never think of leaving me or making me sad. I'll always love him no matter what happens.

I have just been awakened today about how close the summer is to being over! It's weird how at graduation I thought I had all this time to have all these summer adventures and plenty of time to say good bye to friends leaving for college, but I was very very wrong. It's flipping AUGUST! What the heck!? It's all coming at me at once and I feel so unprepared! I hope that in these next few weeks I will be able to pull everything together and be ok. I have so many worries! Worries about school, worries about what will happen to my friends, worries about him and worries about myself.

I know that no matter what though i'm not alone.

This week is gonna be pretty fun! Tomorrow hanging with the girls. Tuesday going up to U and spending the day with family. Then Thursday BACK TO SCHOOL SHOPPING! Oh how I love shopping!! It's gonna be so great! Life is going by fast, but I'm taking time to enjoy it and it's good:)